Wednesday, 5 October 2011

loneliness - by dev

I was sitting on the roof alone and looking at the sky. The emptiness inside me has already reached evilness. The anger inside me forced me to clash with GOD…

Suddenly the brightest star in the sky said “HI can I give you company tonight”.

I was totally shocked to hear from, and said to my brain, “Heart is turning you mad just cool down nothing happened, if you continue this… soon will be in mental hospital, stop following your heart.”

As I stood up HE again offered me company…

“Damage to heart is affecting my brain.” I mumbled and looked at the star to prove my brain is right and heart is wrong.

The Star continued, “Why you feel you are lonely in this world, being sad, crying and missing someone is not your destiny.”

As I was still in a shock wasn’t able to get what actually HE meant to say, with courage I inquired, “Pardon, I dint get you. What do you mean?”

The Star again said, “Why you feel you are lonely in this world, being sad, crying and missing someone is not your destiny, Dear.” and added, “as there are many who are like you in this world and they too have the same problem like you.”

I interrupted him, “How can you say that, you are not a human being, you don’t have any feelings, regards and you even don’t know what is love and what is being  a failure in love. I did everything for someone but that’s person never cared about me and now I feel like a garbage store, where everyone put scrap. They don’t even care about how do I feel, even I have feeling and I expect something from everyone. “

I was still saying something he breached my rhyme, ”EXPECTATION” continuing with a smile, “yes this is this only thing I don’t have.. rest everything u said I do. As my GOD made me to shine in the sky m shining here, there are many stars in the sky, but no one stood by me to give company, from years m standing here and helping people to find their way in darkness. I love them all who know my value of being here from many decades and even who don’t know that.

He continued, “On the same time even I have strong feeling to go through the galaxy as other stars do, join them, but my job is to be here and help the lost people for right direction.”

He added, “on the same time I never expected thing from people, and the PAIN you say no one bears more than the SUN”

“SUN burns himself to give life to the world and sometimes you people find his heat loveable and admires him, on the same time when it overheat, u abuse him.. but he knows what is right for everyone and doing his job without expectation……. Being incomplete and broken, there is only one example in the world I can give u is “MOON”.  He looking great when completes but most of the times he broken or changing himself for the welfare of humanity so that you guys can count the years. But people find it beauty and love him. But somewhere inside he is too broken”

“now there are many things u know are alone like earth ie..”

“but the jewel of their life is to give without expectation. And remember one thing god has gifted you the same powers, like ME, SUN, MOON and EARTH. Your moto should be serve the humanity without any regrets, don’t care if anyone abuse or use you… just do your best to make others happy. The fire inside should be used to enlighten the lives of other people, and turn your sadness to be the loveable portrait, and burden of these words like “love, care, loneliness, emptiness”  you have to bear as the EARTH.

“BUT……..  I am not God…. not like you guys.. m a common man with common powers” I interrupted.

Finally he said, “You are not like us that’s why you can live among all and enjoy the feeling of making others happy. We cant even do that, and remember whatever may happen to you and how worse may be the situation never forget to say anyone “GOD BLESS YOU”.  Even God can’t bless anyone like you can… take care of yourself and stay happy. GOD BLESS YOU my lonely frnd”

Through night.. world was moving at pace that time, me and my frnd star was looking at each other and enjoyed company of each other ..

Now I have realized that most of the useful things on earth are meant to be lonely so everyone can utilize them..

so please my lonely frnds proud to be lonely and help other without any expectations..

If I hurt anyone’s feeling m very sorry about that and feeling guilty.. please stay happy and enjoy your life..


GOD BLESS YOU ALL my frnds

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